Unexpected feelings- Real Life Love Story

Hi frndz…… Am mishu( assumed name)
Frndz yeh jo abhi mein share krne ja rhi hu vo meri true feelings hai usmein kuch v khass to nahi bas mein usko jyada se jyada es lyi share kr rhi hu bcz bahut se esse mere Jesse v hai jinko lggta hai dosti sabse pure feeling hai or life mein kuch v possible hai but dosti mein koi cheat nahi kr sakta ….
Meine pehle v bahut pages pr esko post Kia hai so ho sakta hai aap ne already pdda ho isko…
To frndz.. jb v mein apni frndz ko unke bf ke sath dekhti thi to mujhe v lggta tha ki mein v bf bnaugi but meine kbhi bf bnaya nahi kyu mein apni life mein just ek person ko chahti thi essa nahi kbhi yeh kbhi vo so meine soch lia tha ki pehle study pr dhyan du fr life mein en sab ke bare mein sochugi so after graduation meine fb account bnaya socha thodi bahar ki duniya v dekh lu ……
Vhan meine kissi v boy se baat nahi kri kbhi v just groups mein post krti thi but fr meri ek frnd bn gya … Hum bahut baatein krte … Ek dusre se majak msti krte rehte or har baat share krta tha vo mujhse but meine kbhi v koi v baat share nahi ki sirf happy moments share krti thi fr dheere dheere uski importance meri life mein bddne lggi vo jb v online hotta or mera msg seen krke chodd detta to bahut hurt hotta tha mujhse but meine kbhi show nahi honne dia …. Mein usko bahut like krti thi but kbhi bola nahi bcz mujhe drr tha maybe kbhi agar usne mere pyar ko serious nahi lia to mujhse yeh handle nahi hogga pain …. But mujhe v lggta tha vo v mujhe pyar krta tha kyu ki usko v psnd nahi tha ki mein uske ilawa kissi se v baat kru ja koi mujhse baat krne ka try kre …. But jb vo es baat pr kuch react krta to mujhe bahut khushi hotti thi …
Fr ek bar usne mujhe propose Kia but mere mann ke drr ki vjah se mein yes nahi bol payi … But usko pain mein dekh kr mujhse rha nahi gya or jb next tym usne propose Kia to meine usko yes bol dia ….
Vo day meri life ka sabse best day tha jb meine apni soch ko side krke apne dil ki baat Sunni thi ….
Fr esse hi chlta rha hum bahut khush the or future planning v kri thi himne sath mein
Vo mujhe har bar bolta tha ki mein tujhse hi shaddi krugi mujhe kbhi v chodda Matt tere bina jee nahi Sakta
Or uske yeh sab bolne se ek relief sa feel hotta tha …
But meine usko bahut bar bola tha uska proposal accept krne se pehle ki tumne mujhe kbhi dekha to nahi hai fr pyar kesse krte ho essa Na ho baad mein tum khudh v piche htt jao bcz mein jyada fashionable nahi hu bahut simple rehti hu ..
Meri likes or dislikes v tumse alag hai
Mein kissi se feelings to share nahi kr jaati to or kya expect kro ge mujhse ..
But usne bola ki I accept u jessi v ho mujhe frkk nahi pddta
But mujhe fr kahi kahi lgg rha tha ki shyad jisko yeh pyar bol rha hai temporary feeling to nahi eski
But dheere dheere uski baaton se mujhe believe ho gya ki vo v mujhse bahut jyada pyar krta hai or ek dinn mein v us pr completely trust krne lgg gyi itni ki meine usko yeh v bol dia ki jb tum mere bare mein sab jaan jaoge completely tb agar fr v tum mujhse hi pyar krte rhe to tb se meri life ka har decision tumara hogga
Fr dheere dheere meine usko apne bare mein sb btta dia or usko fr propose Kia special trikke the
Fr usne bola pic snd krdo ab to meine kr di or net problem ki vjah se abhi snd nahi hui thi so so gyi next day mujhe uske msg ki wait thi but raat tak uska msg nahi aaya fr uska msg aaya raat ko ki mein kuch or expect kr rha tha or tum kuch hor ho hum alag hai so yeh relationship yhi khtam krte hai but dost rhe ge
Uski yeh baat sunn kr mujhe bahut hurt hua but meine usko show nahi Kia or ok bol dia ….
But mere paas esse bahut se question the jo mein puchna chahti thi usse but ab vo na to mera pyar deserve krta hai na gussa or na hi kuch hor …..
Bas mujhe is baat ka jrur guilt rhe ga khudh se ki puri life mein apni frndz ko sache or dikhawe ke pyar mein frk krna bttati rhi or khudh hi essi mistake kr gyi ……..
Usko meine sache dil se dost maana hai so uske msg ka ab v rply kr detti hu kbhi kbhi bcz jyada online nahi hotti but as a frnd hi baat krti hu usko shyad ab realize ho rha hai apni glti ka ja usko yeh soch kr taklef ho rhi hai ki mein normal react kese kr rhi hu usko kuch bol kyu nahi rhi jo usne Kia but maybe yhi uski punishment hai …..
Mujhe uski baaton se yeh lgg rha hai Jesse vo fr se relationship chahta hai but mein vo sab kesse bhul Sakti hu jo usne Kia or specially yeh ki uski humare breakup ke next day ke special feeling ki post kissi or girl ke sath mein thi …..
Meri life mein second chance ki koi jgah nahi Nd I hope ki agar vo fr se yeh sab chahta ho to mein apne dil ki na sunnu
Frnd plz tell me ki mujhe kya krna chaiye….
Thankx for giving me ur tym …..

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